This is a story and account of my life so far. The first book in "The Seeds Are Sown," "The New Zealand Dream" trilogy will take you on my journey from birth, growing up in a beautiful country town, painting the background of "The New Zealand Dream." The second book, "Growth And Destruction," I move to the suburbs and discover New Zealand's underground. You will meet characters you may relate to and characters that will shock you. I will lead you into the world that surrounded me, strangled me, and nearly killed me. In the third book, "The Healing," I will show you how I turned my life around.