Julia was fifteen when she survived a suicide pact. Her best friend, Rachel did not.
Now aged thirty, still traumatised by the memories of that day, Julia retreats into fantastical daydreams. But even there, she's not free from the crushing guilt of being the one who survived. Her dreams are dominated by Cat - a spiteful combination of old school bullies, a cruel work colleague, and Rachel herself - who will do anything to crush Julia's spirit.
When Adam walks into her life, Julia sees his friendship as a chance to break free of the chains which have been holding her back all these years.
But will her guilt consume her before she can?
